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A brief early history of AVEN

This text is not translation. I wrote it based on information found in the podcast History Lesson by David Jay on page Asexuality: The History of a Definition , And the number 20 AVENUE .


Throughout the 90s, people occasionally isolated describing their lack of interest in sex on message boards related to sexuality, asking if others were like them, but never managed to together because of their low numbers. In 1997 was published an article called My Life as year Amoeba (Amoeba My Life), on which we could post comments. This is the first place where asexuals regrouped and were able to discuss.

In October 2000, the Yahoo group Haven pour la Human Amoeba ( Refuge for human amoeba) was created, but apart from the post of introduction, there was no discussion until February 2001. Haven for the Human Amoeba (HHA) was a very small group discussions with very irregular. The arrival of a new member generated some activity, which then died quickly. In July 2001 the group reached 20 members and began to have regular posts and discussion continues. That's when David heard of Jay HHA.

late 90's, David is in high school in St. Louis, Missouri. It is obvious he has something different, he does not feel concerned at all when his entourage can not stop talking about sex. He nevertheless fortunate that his school has a population of homosexual and bisexual quite important. Her friends often talk about sexual orientation and the fact that there is no problem with being different. He began using the term "asexual" to describe what he feels and sees asexuality as a kind of orientation. He is convinced that there is an asexual community somewhere will find it by going to university.

In September 2000, he enrolled at Wesleyan University. There he comes into contact with the LGBT association, who has never heard of asexuality. He searched the university library (this was before the real search engines), but found nothing. It then falls on Article My Life As An Amoeba . This is the first time he sees the word "asexual" as applied to a person outside his own writings. This led him to create a web page about asexuality in early 2001, he called asexual Visibility and Education Network . (He wanted to call Human asexual Visibility and Education Network to HAVEN, haven in French, but his roommate thought it was useless.) There was not much on the page, simply its definition of the term "asexual"

A person who is attracted to neither gender, and some lines

asking anyone who was asexual or had information about it to write. It receives some answers and began to correspond by mail with a half-dozen asexuals.

In August 2001, someone wrote to him to report the HHA group. He participated in the discussions which have occurred since then a few months. At that time, the words "asexuality" and "asexual" were used interchangeably. People present on the group although there had guessed many other asexuals who ignored each other, and one question was how to achieve them. The definition of asexuality was also subject to much controversy. The Antisexual believed that sex was bad and that asexuals are superior to other people. Others had a very strict definition of asexuality and closed, and wanted to ask a series of questions (about the excitement or masturbation for example) for newcomers to determine if they were really asexual. David was among those who had a positive view of sexuality and thought that identifying with asexuality enough to be asexual. The mailing

HHA list was very inconvenient to discuss since we could have one thread. David wanted to establish a forum that would serve as a true meeting place for discussion of asexuals. In May 2002, he bought the domain name for $ 25 asexuality.org its owner, who did not use it, then spent the summer to redo the site, launch the forum and write pages of Frequently Asked Questions.

Other sites were created by members of HHA. If AVEN has managed to gather the most people, because, according to David himself, he was the best webmaster, the site had the best design, and especially the presence of the forum allowed to have multiple threads at once.

After a few months and about 50 members, contributions to the forum began to be numerous enough for there to be new every day. From there, the forum began to grow much faster, reaching the point where it is interesting for people to return regularly. In November 2002, AVEN has exceeded 100 members, while David was in Ghana for three months. This absence was also an opportunity to appoint a second director to the site. Six months later the first elections were held to choose moderators, elections are always at the heart of life of AVEN.

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Yeah, it was a good holiday. I admit it is reviendus for over a week ... it is quite true ... I confess. But hey, hey, time to recover, to stop looking the mountains of the corner of my eye, stop looking swans in a hypothetical channel, get used to not eating cheese sioupeur tearing at every meal ....

Yeah, in fact, it took us some time to accustom us to be in Paris ... * Sigh *.

It was a memorable holiday, full of glandouilles, hugs, smooches ... full of profitage Lena too. Moreover, an auxiliary we did say the first day of resumption of Lena. It was found that Lena had changed in the sense that she grows, matures ... it flatters my ego a bit of dad is sure that a week with me and his mom and Choup grows back ... Finally
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Well, eh, vacation was great, it was full of stuff ... full ... cheese eaten (and therefore in pounds on the hips) and reduced cheese, full episodes of series watched, full rides in the old streets, full of mountain landscapes ... oh yeah, they were real vacation ... holiday where we forget the job ...

Well, with these few kilos of happiness, there's been a fairly violent backlash, because the way back from work, after that, it's not funny at all for us. Finally, when I say we, I mean the parents ... yes, because Lena, she likes when you're in Vincennes and it's not the holidays. Well yes, in this case, it goes to the nursery to find his friends. And she has friends ... even a whole lot. Between boyfriend / ines who cuddles in the morning to say hello, those / who are kisses, those with whom she contests "have you seen Chuis beautiful ...", those with whom she made Contest of the most acrobatic somersault (which gives the most cold sweat to the control of stink), Lena is surrounded ...

Especially that one must always "pretend" (not the cuddly as a friend to the backpack on their backs to do as an alternate, the teuteut not attached, to a third) ... alalala, we made it with ... we watch her grow up, it looks fun, we laugh with her too. And listen. We listen to her she had minor injuries to the crib, his questions about "good / not good". It runs when it wants Franklin (Franklin that's great) if it is time / no time ...

Moreover, speaking of that, I would still want when Lena a Franklin and say No, it certainly rattle. But she does not fancy ... Moreover, in general, Lena is not a capricious child. He has always said that it was wrong to whims. It has never been entitled to loudly in public with Lena that rolls on the ground to get what she wants. She gave us a couple of times a real skit ... but it was more to fatigue and frustration of having a "no" to a real fancy in good standing. And that's for sure that we really appreciate it.

In addition, Lena when she gets tired, it's no problem to go to bed. Sometimes she trying to delay a bit by asking for a hug, another kiss. But when we decided it was really time to sleep, she sleeps in her bed (she could also stand up without problem) and sleep peacefully ...

Alalala is genuinely a really girly sioupeur Choupette my love.

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" I've always been another " ... Who is Gary? ... Everything except what he wants to show us. Dropping that "life has us at dawn a promise she never takes " and that "you spend your life waiting for what you have already received " is still the same man that fits with delight under the scales of a boa apartment by the method called "sympathetic". deploring human remains state sketching, feeling himself the hero of hug loves to take himself into his arms! The less we are and the more one is too many. Gary is hard to recognize the look of a dog in that of his master ... and vice versa. Minority-born, he hates - cordially - anything that looks like up close or far to manly strength as the good feelings. And to never sleep in peace, he can count on his three favorite gods: Filoche, the god of prejudice, the god who cares Trembloche scared and Totoche the god of stupidity.

Gary, chameleon satisfied wallow with delight in the slang of the thought. The humor is a terrorist himself sweetness to the soul: " When one wants to die, chocolate is better than usual! ", or in the mouth of the father of Mrs. Rosa Momo: "I have given a son Arabic, I do not want you to render me a little Jew! ... "

Seizing the identity of a certain Emile Ajar, one of his many aliases, Gary goes back in time to invent lives in abundance, never where we expect it, true to his sense that he wants to reverse the laws of nature. Gary, the man-world burns to embrace all existence. Russian, Polish, Mongolian, Tartar, Jewish, he likes to cover his tracks, to be still another. His mother's son, Airman, resistant, diplomat, filmmaker, he is the eternal emigrant, like his favorite chameleon who put on a Scotch plaid, goes mad ... and great French writer.

Denouncing Racism and the bomb like real pornography of the mind, this phobia of stupidity has always known that " happiness does not require the man to make his life impossible . And one begins to share his fear that intimate human is not yet really "happened." Then, of course, as a the only real consolation was always "the life ahead."

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This text is a translation of Sexual Relationships With people , edited by David Jay in August 2006.

Most people I am close to have sex. I like my privacy based on the communities to which I belong, none of these relationships is really a relationship with a big R, but it is still worth the shot out. I was able to do a lot of things in my relationships without the question of sexuality arises (or at least without it becoming uncontrollable.)

My secret was to learn to blur the boundaries between the Friendship and loving relationship. It is essential for people sex in a relationship without sex is extremely limited. After all, relationships are where they are supposed to live their sexuality, and ask them to have sex without asking them to return to silence much of themselves. The alternative, as we know only too well, is asking us to silence a part of us and have forced sex with regard to our partner. The relationship is forced to grow around a fundamental incompatibility. Our ability to tolerate the sexual and the capacity of our partner tolerate his absence should stretch painfully until they join. It works. If a Montague and a Capulet arrive to build a relationship, a sexual and an asexual can surely too, but not necessarily pretty.

Let us be clear, this is NOT the way I do. Maybe I marinated a little too long in the pot of lavender AVEN, but an arrangement to this point focused on sexuality makes me shudder with horror. If my years of pranks asexual taught me one thing though is that every time we talk about sex, it never really about sex. We must dig a little further.

What people mean by sex "sexual need"? Science has never found any negative effect to happen because of sex, apart from the general theory which means that having too feel like something is wrong and punish. When they did not have sex, they become in theory (but not necessarily in practice) in a bad mood, and it's not fun to be with someone in a bad mood. It might be useful to stop seeing sexuality as a natural impulse, and see it as a kind of identity. For most of you who hear me *, asexuality is a part important to you. You can see it as a toolbox of ideas and definitions we use to reflect on ourselves and our relationships, to describe people and generally to live without being completely lost. (That does not mean that many of us have not been.) And if the same was true of sexuality? And if sex and desires that go with it were such an integral part of how people view themselves and sexual life that suddenly ask them to live in a world without sex would be to request that we live in a world without a future?

(This is not to compare AVEN and sex, you know which one is better.)

So people need not only sex sex for endorphins, they need to be studied and understood. The important thing to understand is that we do not have to be the arena of their thoughts to be close to them. We did not even help them, everything that has to do is to avoid being in their paws. Sexual people are equally capable of non-sexual intimacy than us, they have simply used less.

So how does one avoid being in their legs? Point out the facts. Unless your partner dying to explore her sexuality with someone who has neither experience nor interest in the thing, his relationship with you is probably not the arena he seeks. If you have never had sex, play the card of virginity. People swoon at the universe of erotic possibilities that they opened their first time, you would look at your watch and wondering if there is something good on TV. And without accounts apothecary, does your partner really anything to lose from a relationship with you? If looking for sex, intimacy and life companion, and did more searching than sex, is not it a great improvement ?

must admit, this is where it becomes tricky. As I said in previous podcasts, I'm an easy boy, most of my friends are too, and none of us really has difficulty in separating the intimacy of sex. Everybody was not so lucky. For some, sex, intimacy and the couple's life can not be separated so easily. This is not because privacy and married life is just one immutable sexual desire comes with them. (See Exhibit number one, in which people are sexually intense platonic relationship with each other since the dawn of time.) This is because when the intimacy and the couple's life are served with fries and a slice of cake AVEN, sex is a la carte. Your partner does not want to become more intimate because it reserves for a relationship that will include sex and like a miracle will happen one day on his white horse.

In this kind of time it takes to point out the problem of logic there is to "reserve" for someone else. The trick with really great love is always there. Love is action, not a commodity: when you love more, we become best in love. And unless that relationship looking to meet all needs is a job of 40 hours per week (in this case, stop it!), There is no reason it can not make this relationship by conducting richer relationship with you as far as possible. And who knows? Once he is served a good big slice of cake AVEN, the white horse may seem increasingly out of a fairy tale.

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* audios This article first podcast (available at the same address).

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This text comes from the podcast Love, commits, and Polyamory Weekly David Jay, released in July 2006. I transcribed adapted and translated. David spends another podcast excerpts, which are indicated in blue.


I received a PM (Private Message for those of you who are not on asexuality.org) on the forum, and here's what he said in response to Confessions of an asexual wanton last week:

I just listened to the second podcast, I found it very interesting and it really touched me in my problems / concerns with having to identify with asexuality. I think I refused to store it in one class and I kept hoping that sexual attraction happen to me one day (unlikely since I'm 23 years old) because I wanted to have relationships such as those enjoyed by my friends sex, just without the sexual component. You know, the person to whom it is more than all others. From what I understand, you do not think that's necessary or even possible to have a romantic relationship asexual. Tell me if I am misinterpreting what you said.

I also wanted you to share an interesting observation I made while watching my friends and me when we went out. If you go to box for example and we have a little too drunk, most of my friends will meet after a while (or want to find) glued to someone on the dance floor and will return with the person. Cons for me I find myself talking with total strangers with whom I have the most bizarre philosophical conversation. Funny, huh?

That's what I told him I would not say that romantic relationships are not serious for asexuals, as a number of us seem to have exactly that. But I really think we are obliged to consider the concept of loyalty in a way that people do not need sex. There is much to admire in the privacy of the couple, but it's far from the only way to get what we wants, the conversations described in the message being a prime example. These conversations for you and your friends for flirting may have the same function: both give you an excuse to meet people, enjoy the moment when we learn to know and be vulnerable and finally spend time s' explore each other.

is one of the things I want to discuss in this podcast: how to create commitment and a structure in a non-sexual relationship. I have already mentioned and I still talk a lot in the future, but one of the most important landmarks of the world is that sexual relations that include gender relations are with a large R. They involve loyalty and many other things that all other relationships do not.
Worldwide asexual, many of us have partners and thousands are still very close intimate relationships, but the distinction between relationships that include sex and the other does not exist. There are ways to replace it, which can find out who your partner, but the fact that we should re-examine this distinction and think about how to categorize their relationship, I think it makes us think (at least me and Other asexuals) in nontraditional ways to what are the important relationships in our lives and how to designate them. And I think this idea coincides nicely with the ideas of the polyamorous community today.

For those who do not know, polyamory is having more of a relationship (often sexual but not always) at the same time. Often referred to as the "non-monogamy responsible." The difference is that if you have a partner and begin another intimate relationship, possibly sexual, in the back of the first and you do not speak, you cheating on your partner. Conversely, if you have a partner and you say, "Our relationship is extremely important to me, I love you really, but I also want to explore my love for others people, "if your partner agrees and you decide to communicate about it in a way that suits you both, if you communicate openly with your second partner, in short, if you call for 80 hours week, this is called polyamory.

Where I see a report, it is that the polyamorous, as a number of asexuals, are obliged to consider the notion of loyalty what kind of relationship is important to them and why so much deeper than the classic "I'll find someone, we will sleep together, then we'll go out together, then we'll marry, Then we will start a family, and this will be my entire life and intimate. "
So, because of these parallels between (the way I and others see) asexual relationships and polyamory, j 'I started listening to the podcast Polyamory Weekly , which I recommend to everyone. Each episode even ended with the phrase "Remember, it's not only sex in life"! After listened to some episodes of the podcast, I sent an email to Minx (the person making Poly Weekly) to submit my podcast and discuss the parallels between the ways of thinking about relationships and asexuals of polyamorous. She found it really interesting and had quite a discussion on the subject with her partner and guests of the podcast. I'll show you excerpts and comment.

[Minx] I received an interesting email from David, this is what he said

My name is David, I am the founder of the site www.asexuality.org . Poly Weekly recently I listen and I'm a fan. Even if only a tiny part of the community sees itself asexual poly (AFAIK), many of us borrow a lot of ways to see the relationships polys. After all, it's a bit difficult to be sexually exclusive when sex is not part of the story.

It lets me pensive, because there is a time GrayDancer and I've heard all about the amoeba Susie Bright, people who consider themselves asexual. I mean, of course there are many more in relationships than sex, and there are plenty of ways to be emotionally intimate with someone without sex, but it seems a priori that it would require a new way of seeing relationships, another way to think about ...

I will cut off from time to time for comment. I have enormous respect for Minx, I think we all have much to learn from her, but I would just like to point out that. Do others have noticed that when we explain that to someone who is asexual is not for the first time, the person needs to say she likes sex? And even if it's someone who talks about sex all the time and is completely comfortable with the subject, it suddenly becomes a little uncomfortable?

[Minx] For GrayDancer and me, sex and BDSM are means of expressing emotional intimacy, but they are not alone. So for me they are intertwined, but I imagine how one can have one without the other for some people. I do not know, it leaves me pensive. What do you think?

[Karen] I think I struggled with the concept because I wonder where is the line that defines a relationship in this case. I think back to an article Loving More that talked about if we could have a relationship without sex, is what it would be a relationship, what it would look like and how do we define a relationship with someone ...

Wouaou! What makes a relationship is a relationship? It is a question really sexual. I think, and I know many other asexuals will agree, there are many parallels.

[Minx] Yes and it reminds me of something. I mentioned that I had a friend whose fiance fiancee spent much time with her best friend, and eventually ran away with her best friend to marry and then cheat. But what is interesting is that at the time the bride and best friend did not sleep together, their relationship was not sexual. There may have been a few hugs a little displaced when they were sitting side by side, but really no sex per se, yet it was an incredible betrayal and emotionally for my friend. And I understand very well. It was their emotional intimacy was overwhelming, even if they never slept together.

That's interesting! Whenever I was in a relationship with someone saying sexual and monogamous and I talked about non-sexual intimacy, the other person responded by acknowledging that relationships are more than just sex, that we can have friendly relations very important, in short, you know the drill. When you have a group of polyamorous together, which I guess have more capacity to reflect on relationships in the abstract, the subject of non-sexual intimacy leads directly that of adultery! [Laughter ] In this case, the asexuals become a band of biting buddies (I love that phrase). What is interesting, as I said earlier, is the idea that it really lacks a way to talk about non-sexual intimacy and fidelity. What happens if you have privacy without loyalty? Adultery, it seems.

[Minx] I think if this relationship had continued, even without sex, it would have been equally damning. I've seen the other hand, women tend to talk about sex: "The bastard, he slept with another!" Yet for many women, this is not the sex the problem. It's easy to focus on gender and make a scandal because of that, but so many women explained: "It is treason on an emotional level, it lies the problem. This is the opening up to someone other than me and I do not know, this is not sex. " So an emotional connection without sex is more overwhelming.

is a very good point, and I would come back later. Tricking someone is not wrong because they sleep with someone else, is wrong because there is a promise not to sleep with anyone else, and that promise is betrayed. In fact, monogamy and fidelity are primarily a story of trust, not necessarily exclusive.

[Karen] You're right Minx, there is indeed a degree of emotional loyalty in a relationship. That may be when that happens we can start saying it is a relationship. When I married, my husband had an affair with a neighbor emotional, and this time it was not sexual at all and I knew it. But I found myself searching the Internet sites on adultery and that sort of thing because it was not fair at all with me. And I really can not blame him because he was not honest with himself either. We talked about it again later because at the time it does not even confessed to himself that he was falling in love with this woman and they had a very strong emotional connection.

Does it remind you something too, a very strong emotionally where people do not realize what is happening? This story is a perfect example of what happens when you have a strong relationship but not the words to speak. She had to go on the internet search terms to describe this relationship, because there no words exist for a very strong emotional terms, sexless. This moment is really powerful. She is aware of this relationship, her husband knows, the other woman knows, but none of them knows how to talk. It's like they were pretending it does not exist. Maybe not at this point, but none of them knows what to do. I've been in this situation, with many of my relationships, and this can be very frustrating.

[Karen] So I read about adultery on the internet, and that's where I fell on emotional connections. That's where I told him spoken: I showed him the site and I told him "That is happening."

[Minx] I still wonder if, when people are not asexual, the sense of betrayal does not come from fear that it becomes sexual. Is this it would be different if, because they consider themselves asexual, we knew it would never become sexual? Is this fear disappear?

[Karen] I think this fear will disappear if two asexual together because they have established this definition, they have learned to see things differently. But if someone is asexual and the other not, it probably will not work.

[Minx] Oh, I wonder if it would work!

[GrayDancer] In a monogamous couple, I do not think it works. But I do not see how it would work anyway ...

They make a very interesting point in the middle of it all, saying that an exclusive relationship between a sexual and asexual is impossible because the first needs to have sex, but it would be possible in a polyamorous relationship. And there, yet these people do not discuss more poly. I would have liked them to, it would have been very interesting.

But back to what Karen said earlier. It said two asexuals can be together because we have a different mentality, that is to say that we have developed the ability to reflect on the faithfulness without involving sex. It thus suggests that people do not have that sexual ability. I'm curious if this is true, and what does this mean if it is not true.

[GrayDancer] I confess that the very concept of asexuality scares me, because part of my identity so important is related to my sexuality ...

I think this fear is extremely important. I will not elaborate now, I speak in another episode of the podcast, but it is something that has influenced the evolution of asexual identity today.

[GrayDancer] Losing these benchmarks then be tantamount to losing me myself. At the same time it reminds me of a discussion we had about the closeness of different acts and they were sexual. The difference between us is that to tie me someone can sometimes be much more intimate than receiving fellatio. That's why when it comes to rules or limits in a relationship, some prohibit sexual relations with other people but allow the strings no sense to me. The idea is that certain acts are evil, but a degree of intimacy is there. Where I'm getting at is that I understand very well how even being asexual one can experience the intimacy, eg * with contact improvisation and dance.

GrayDancer made an interesting point here. As the polys do not have the same definitions to the punch relationships and fidelity as monogamous (for whom it's easier), they have more leeway to write their own rules, so when he and her partner have decided to write the rules defining their relationship, they were a bit less related to sexuality. I'll cut the interview here. They continue to talk about contact improvisation, then spend the next topic is polyamory and family. It is also related to what we are talking, but I want to go back on the subject all that has been discussed.

We started with a reaction to my latest podcast, a person saying she was really difficult to talk about loyalty in a relationship. Then we had this conversation, which unfortunately I was not there, between a group of polyamorous discussing non-sexual intimacy that is very present in their relationship and they are struggling to understand, and because they have ways to integrate non-sexual things in the definition of loyalty. They find words to talk about emotional connection, engagement on an emotional level and not just sexual, saying, for example, "What defines a relationship to me what are the emotions, is something that is not only sex ", although they seem to be really hard to describe something. That's what I'll talk in the next section.

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We made it ....

Well, it was not easy ... the strike and all ... we almost do not ... But hey, we took our courage in both hands (well, especially my Sweet, I have not permitted), our car and we went for the weekend.

Initially, we had to go now ... 3:40 direct path, hotel not far from the station. But there, with problems of trains, no attempt was the devil and we preferred to take the car ... And there is. For 4 days and beautiful nights that go with it. All this to enjoy it thoroughly, not necessarily do a lot of stuff, but rest all full.

But damn, what a lout I am ... I still have not said where it is ... Ah well that, then immediately the moment I'm in a nice hotel, for sure. Not far from downtown, near the lake ... Oh hey, now, dear reader and dear reader, you have an element of size to know where I am. I'm near a lake ... tadadadam ... as if there were not many lakes in France.

Well, eh, procrastinated enough, it's time I take my courage in both hands and i am not cast doubt unnecessary and ridiculous. Especially since the hotel is great. The Hotel Alexandra's called. Beautiful family room, super warm welcome, good advice on restaurants, Lena very caring ...
Ah but, well, still carried away by my enthusiasm and my lyric talent incomparable epistolary, I still have not given the name of the city ... What I'm infidel anyway.

Well, the drive was still long enough. Poru and avoided being bugged, it was full twice. My super sweet was assured. Well, she was very tired at the end, but, hey, we got whole and without getting lost (thank you m'ssieur GPS). In short, eh. Good.

How? I still have not said? Alalala, but I must correct one day this terrible failure that I have always and still write things without making any real information. It almost becomes annoying.

Okay, so eh, Lena goes well, my Sweet rests and the mountains and Lake Annecy (Aye, I said) are still as beautiful. It takes the opportunity to clean the lungs (and eat yum) ... And we will put any less than 7:30 including breaks to arrive safely: D

Well, I'll give a good blow air into the lungs and a shot of mountain / lake klesa peepers.

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"UN PHILOSOPHER" A GEOLOGY OF THE SELF

Sculpting by chiseling and cutting ever deeper into the superfluous ignored the moment before ... At this unceasing work of Alexander sketch that invites us into his Jollien "Philosopher naked." Double work is governed by both the disenchantment that is freedom and lightness that liberates. "Floating buoy without" , would not this ring true?

Journey to the East, Zen and meditation is experienced in a slow dissolution accepted, in practice body and silence. A crossing where joy is not unconditional, but is picked "here and now" under the conditions of the moment. Feel and felt how the question arises, hour by hour and gesture by gesture, in these daily trips between self and other, between oneself and oneself. Around every contingency that arises is watching the coaster as far as the most futile wonder: one dies and we saw each randomly glimpsed, a stubborn benevolence to the echoes of time.

Abandon full control as it abandons a mirror illusions; lighten again and again of what haunts; is a space observation amused before the cascade of his dreams the moment before letting go off the muddy flood of memories ... My life as a film and I'd the author and the viewer : curious saving duplication where the burlesque suddenly endorses the habit of truth ...

"It's ideal, too demanding, exhausting and killing"

"In joy, ultimately, the ego disappears"

"We must absorb me in what I perceive to forget me '

"The joy comes from a membership which in its highest degree, accepting imperfection the world "

Exercises fusion of pure presence in the world: I am my fatigue, I am my breath, I'm this object that I want this person I meet Freed ... constraints of pleasing, the pleasure and complete, we only have the freedom to be oneself .... And it all tremendously.


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chubby ...

Well, eh, it seems that crawls on the blog, I seem to be published soon ... it's true. I admit, I admit it and worse ... I assume.
A busy week ... I slipped my job, which is really hyper since taking a few weeks / months (even years) to clarify a bit loading Weekly mentioned.

Monday, my Sweet had a meeting with the Prefect Equal Chance of Essonne (she works there, and that bump on the right of women, it's rather nice that she meets him) ... but she arrived at 20h spent at home ... So I did the Dad Pool (Pool?) At home ... Then euuhh then, on Tuesday, it was a normal day, I took the opportunity to rest (wow, too strong, the rest ... yeah). Wednesday

And then, my Sweet sioupeur began his training. And that's starting at 8am and return around 19:30. Ouahh ... Must still specify that on Wednesday, so the first day of training, I returned to the pediatrician (Conjunctivitis and Lena said she had an earache). Moral: the conjunctiva gives him an air of goth (yes, it was the drops that gives red eyes) and ear infection 15 days ago was not completely gone (low sensitivity to antibiotics not totally booth) so yet antibiotics ...
Yeah, I should do a culture of amoxicillin at home .. because it is a little jugs by Lena in that engulfs. Well, four days to do the doting father. As I said Daron, I tasted the joys of what is usually expected of a wife / mother (after a day kind of grind: caring for children, make food and say anything about his condition) ... Well, Me, I was a bit much exhausted, I want to say loud and clear. But moreover, I have not hated. Well, I say this also because my Belle has helped a little (it was still caned after a day of training) ... and it did not last for years, so it's easy to say.

For the week, I made the filing sioupeur Dad picks up his little girl and 4 days in the week, which made the mess in addition to bath and everything. Finally, I note that a completely subjective and totally selfish purposes fully admitted (and assumed) to give me the best part. But good, eh, my Belle has started a super training, such training is something that she loves, it's been years and she turned around the bush (like that's what she wants but she dares not want) ... And there, Ay, she takes the step and embarked on a great challenge. I am proud, I support it, and I take Dad to the Pool when it is going to learn things ...

short, it was loaded, and it discharges. In Focus, Saturday 16 October and our first major trip to train with the Choup 4 days in Annecy, yessssss.

Miniature Horse Feeder

"SECOND BLAST": THE SOUL CARVED IN BLACK AND WHITE

A handshake, a hug, a look frozen. The silence and fear. Melville films Pending ... in 150 minutes. The vacuum in Black and White. A story of men, gangsters en route to their destiny, a destiny of death as the only really know them forge the gangster film noir. Every action leads to the inevitable, to the irreparable, to the inevitable. In the darkness forever

ups respond like an echo flashes of wisdom which man is capable. The off-the-law is sometimes with a conscience, a morality of hardened steel. Far from the tiny pickpocket or pathetic scroungers of family heirlooms white collar would be like the offenses we deserve? ... The Fate ancient glacial beauty of a black diamond. And action stretches while languishing in melancholy, which carve a sketch and visual narrative. Cold and restraint for a shadow play.

And then, in middle of the work in the heart of the murderous act ahead, it holds its breath ...
( its "First Breath" indeed ...) for a few moments of sleep apnea: 4 seconds "climax" (as a moment of eternity) are straying from the camera filmmaker plunging ground on a group of ants waving in all directions. Plan-perfect metaphor for turbulence and internal actions those that operate against their puppets in distress, the plight fixed in advance. Mechanical implacably set by Melville pupil is the black film series at the forefront of modern tragedy in which man plays "to the loser wins." The soul carves them calmly to the most archaic primary colors: black and white, good and evil. The great Shakespeare would not have denied! ...

And our own fascination to dwell too: the strong figure of the hero of Melville, true to his principles and united until death do we breath does not a sudden reversal of values in a world that would work on the head ...? No, Melville warned: it does not pretend to understand "morality" of his hero to universal morality. And the traction of the film gives us the key to his story:
"At birth, it is given to man only one right: the choice of his death. But if this choice is controlled by the disgust of his life, then its existence as a man has been a mere mockery ".

In the distance, already pregnant, is emerging theater iced the "Army of Shadows" .